Turning 29

In exactly 3 days time, I'll be a year older.. 29 to be exact.. I've been dreading this day since months ago.. I think it was during nov I really really started panicking.. Year end has become a torturous moment to go through since I turned 25 I think.. I dread year end cos as soon as the year begins, before u can even get over the new year n holiday spirit, it will be my damn birthday! I think it's the worst time of the year to be born... Sigh...

But anyway, I was totally not looking forward to this year's bday.. Especially because I'm turning 29.. I think it's such a weird age.. It's like the number 29 is so insignificant.. Besides the fact that I won't belong to the twenties group anymore after this.. sigh..

So yeah, I think 29 is such an insignificant number bcos, all my life I never plan to achieve anything while I'm 29.. Since growing up, I always say, by 28 I must do this, by 30 I must do that, but 29 was never there.. You see my dilemma?

So after dreading in nov n freaking out in dec, I sorta decided that I don't wanna celebrate my bday this year, or I will keep it as tone down as possible.. even got my bf to agree to it.. I stopped freaking out n embraced 2011..

(to be continued...)


iLilo ~ sleepy :)