One after another!

One after another!

I hate myself!!!!

I hate all frigging doctors!!

I can't be fckin living on pills!!

Aaarrgghhhhh!!!


iLilo

21.06.2011

We all cringe as every year that goes by adds another wrinkle to our face and another white hair to our head. But if you're as gorgeous as Nemo with a fantastic personality to boot, we think it hardly matters.

Yes, it's Nemo's birthday today!!

Just like her namesake, our Nemo is a bubbly burst of sunshine and laughter in our lives.

However, we know she's are not just about laughs and having a good time. She's a strong independent woman with passionate views on life. Yet despite the macho exterior that she successfully projects, she got a marshmallow heart; soft and sweet.

She's the kind of friend you can count on to yell at tell off someone sarcastically politely who's being a bitch to you and at the same be sensitive enough to be your shoulder to cry on and an ever ready ear to listen.

So Nemo, on your special day, we just want to say you're a rare gem and we hope that you know that.

Happy 28th dearest Nemo!

xoxo

Pinkscalers

Masterchef in making

Oh, did I tell mom is away for 10 days? Sorry for sounding like a school kid, but I have absolute freedom n the kitchen n tv all to myself for the next 9 days ;) wheeee...

So, now I get to be the masterchef and this is my first production!




My first very own salad! Honestly I have never made salad before in my life.. N truth is, I threw away the first attempt :p

But glad my roasted (not grilled) chicken salad (with no dressing), wasn't great but edible (thanks to chili sauce :p) I'm Malaysian ok? Don't judge :p


iLilo

Record broken!

Despite all the lame attempts I made to skip gym today; I finally went. And actually broke a record :)

Did 3km non stop at good speed in 15mins =) yay!! N probably did another 5km with no cramps n no choking for breath.. I'm getting good at this. Woohoo!

And also officially lost 3.2kg since 9th May.. But must say that I have been skipping diet n gym a bit too many days nowadays..
Not proud of it :( n also still no noticeable difference physically :(

For now I am just glad I can skip an extra hole in my belt :p


iLilo

The winding road

Finally I've done it.

I've resigned.

After almost 5 years of LDR, I've got a job where N is. At first I was extremely happy, than the panic set in. How the hell am I supposed to learn up a new industry and work -alone- there?! After getting some sense knocked into me by N and the Pinkscalers, what I feel now is mostly "I can't believe this is actually happening! Dare I start to dream about what our life will be like together?"

During the interview, my future manager asked me "Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?". And for the life of me, I couldn't give him a proper answer. Lucky that didn't cost me the job!

But how do I explain to him that for the past 5 years, I've never planned more than a week in advance? If I start wondering and worrying about the future, I'd drive myself crazy because of all the unknowns. Many have asked me, how are you managing LDR for all these years. Well, N being amazing is one reason. Another is, I can only handle one day at a time. Beyond that my brain goes into overload and has a meltdown. I'm probably the most surprised person that all that days have accumulated into almost 5 years, more so because when N first moved away, I made it clear to him I'm not a LDR person.

I know the challenges ahead of me are many and varied but I know what I need to do.

One day at a time.

One step at a time.

I hope I remember and follow my own advice.

~Anya~