Wednesday 22 September 2010


For the past one week I've been dreading every phone call that comes from a new number..

One week passed, n I survived.. Just when I was slowly regaining my confidence thinking perhaps my parents only tried to threaten me, that text msg came by an hour ago..

Shucks!!

I thought this whole thing gonna be some stupid joke that I'm gonna be laughing about n happily blog about..

But, no.. Somehow the joke isn't funny anymore..

I feel like I have become the "joke" here..

I wish I could laugh about it, but haven't been able to stop my tears since..

Just great! Life!


iLilo

31 comments:

N.e.m.o said...

aww babe, welcome to the club.
i so know the feeling of dread when you force yourself to 'layan' the texts and calls. it feels so wrong on so many different levels..

but dont have to cry. just think of it as 'past time' and be boring! :D

Anonymous said...

Hows the doctor "mappillai" :D

Lilo said...

Oh damn, you haven't disappear from the surface of earth?

Anonymous said...

And leave you in peace?? Of course not ;)
Hey you never know..I might turn out to be the doctor "mappilai" after all.I think you better give this guy a chance

Lilo said...

haha, thank you very much for the heads up! more reason for me to avoid him all together!

Anonymous said...

Why? Wouldnt you like to be married to me ;)

Lilo said...

Like duh! :p
Give me three good reasons, why I should even consider marrying you?

Anonymous said...

Cause I'm great..
Cause I'm great...
Cause I'm just great....

Lilo said...

Speechles..
But anyway, thank you for reassuring me that I was right!

Anonymous said...

Right bout what? C'mon seriously..Why would you not give any other guy a chance.Maybe this doc dude might be "the one"

Lilo said...

Right about not considering you! :p
Well, simply because iI'm not looking for the one..

Anonymous said...

Why not..Everyone looks for "the one"..

Lilo said...

I've found the one ;)

Anonymous said...

I know you like me babes,but i dont think the feeling is mutual.Maybe you should try some other guy..

Lilo said...

Hahaha, have I told you, you are so very farney??!

Anonymous said...

How's the doctor doing ;)

Lilo said...

U seem to be more interested in getting me hooked up than my parents, why?? :p

Anonymous said...

Im not. I just wanted to know how miserable you are..Maybe i can cheer you up

Lilo said...

I managed to make the doctor run for his life with just 2 smses! smart eh? ;)

but yes, I would like some 'cheering' up..

Anonymous said...

2? How did you manage that? Enlighten me..

Lilo said...

I was just being myself.. Perhaps that's all it takes to turn off a guy ;)

Anonymous said...

You seem to have more flare than that. I doubt you're a turn off.

Lilo said...

I take that as a compliment, thank you!
but unfortunately/fortunately you are not the loser-doctor..

Anonymous said...

I doubt you could scare me away.Infact, I would like to think it vice-verse.So what you going to do now,scare away every single prospect? ;)

Lilo said...

Are you that scary looking? :p

And yes, that's my plan.. to chase all the single-loser-men far far away ;)

But seriously, would you get to know a gal like this?

Anonymous said...

A gal like you or a gal through a proposal? Yea i think i can put on a scary look if i wanted too ;)

Lilo said...

I meant a gal(not me) through a proposal..

Anonymous said...

Hmmm..Good question. Well if I really have no time to socialize and nothing else better to do then to get married,i would get to know her, but doesnt meant ill marry her.Its just a different way of meeting someone if you come to think of it.It doesnt mean you are oblige to marry them right.

Lilo said...

Well said! But I have lot of time to socialize and definitely lot of better things to do than to get married..

So yes, I shall keep chasing them all away!

Anonymous said...

Fair enough.So why cry about it then.You know you're eventually going to get them running.Why waste those tears..

Lilo said...

*touchwood*touchwood**i really dun wanna jinx myself**

But honestly, I was expecting far worse.. I didn't think 2 smses will do the trick...

Now that I know my "capabilities", I shall cry no more ;)


p/s: I'm touched by your concern! sweet :p